Whenever I look back on the best days of my life, I think i saw them all on T.V

Au Revoir

2009-08-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

i'm moving out. of here.

www.lifeisfullofcharades.wordpress.com

2009-08-16T01:32:00.002+08:00

Every Avenue - Think of you later (empty room)

This might be my last chance,
So maybe I should take it.
I just hope your listening,
To everything I’m saying.
I miss the long drives, the car rides,
The bad fights, the good times;
The way you make me feel
will never leave my mind.

Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.
Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.

So, quit your crying
And wipe the tears from your eyes.
‘Cause this is “see you later,”
I’m not into goodbyes.
Watch the brake lights
as I leave your drive-way,
The warm nights, will stay beside me,
No matter where I go!

Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.
Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

So this might be my last chance,
To wipe the tears from your eyes.
'Cause this is "see you later,"
I'm not into goodbyes.
Watch the brake lights
as I leave your drive-way,
The warm nights, will stay beside me,
No matter where I go....

Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.
Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.

Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.
Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.

*Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.*

finally i can come blogger. sometimes the page cant be loaded properly be it in chrome or IE. irritating.
finally. really. it's all over. project which drives us mad. it's just one for mind's sake.
study week coming up and presentation and tests and exams. shit.
but am really really satisfied with our results for our website. credits really goes to brian in the designing (:
and our group got A for MMWD for the 2 video projects. i am so so so happy. let's take a look.

http://sg.sevenload.com/videos/Qoth1hVU-Mung-Inc-Introduction
this is the introduction of our "team members" for the "company, mung,inc"
being the camera-man rocks and editing is even more fun. haha.
http://sg.sevenload.com/videos/VPuJASEU-Mung-Inc-Commercial
this is our commercial video for our website.

the videos are not really the full version, we have to cut out some parts as we have to load it online(:

just hope our website can make it! heh.

2009-08-11T20:28:00.003+08:00

Survivor - I cant hold back

There's a story in my eyes
Turn the pages of desire
Now it's time to trade those dreams
For the rush of passion's fire
I can feel you tremble when we touch
And I feel the hand of fate
Reaching out to both of us
I've been holding back the night
I've been searching for a clue from you
I'm gonna try with all my might
To make this story line come true
Can ya feel me tremble when we touch
Can ya feel the hand of fate
Reaching out to both of us
This love affair can't wait

*I can't hold back, I'm on the edge
(I can't hold back)
You voice explodes inside my head
I can't hold back, I won't back down
Girl it's too late to turn back now*

Another shooting star goes by
And in the night the silence speaks to you and I
And now the time has come at last
Don't let the moment run too fast
I can feel you tremble when we touch
And I feel the hand of fate reaching out to both of us
There's a story in my eyes, turn the pages of desire
Now it's time to trade those dreams
For the rush of passion's fire

( * Repeat)

heard this song from Paul Blart:Mall Cop movie and immediately fell in love with it. it's an oldies. but it's super nice (:
one report submitted. i left programming project which is due this friday and 2 presentations awaiting me next tues. i need to buy a formal top this weekend!!!! god. spending money, AGAIN ):

jay introduced to me this thai horror movie, Body 19. i am super tempted to watch but i dont dare to watch it alone its seriously very scary lehhhhh.

i wonder whether we will be able to play the teckghee cup. hmm. pr will not be playing, steph and baba going overseas and wil clash, baba still considering cuz she need to study. lynn and yh need to prepare for exams. hmm hmm hmm. let's see how this fri i shouldnt fret over this now. =D priorty goes to my dear asp vbscript for now ))): miserable.

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone

2009-08-05T14:56:00.002+08:00

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

an amazing song. thanks to me introducing a few songs of owl city to evelyn and now she's so hooked onto Fireflies that she went to download other of his songs now i'm addicted to this song. it's very very very very nice, though the lyrics is somehow quite sad.

tell me what your name is

2009-08-01T15:23:00.002+08:00

currently in schoool now! just reached though. was supposed to meet brian at 1 but i only woke up at 1 plus =P OOPS. was too tired la, cant blame me. so i should be doing my webpages now and not blogging and bloghopping hehe. okay.

things not done and must be done soon. econs tut, report, and webpages! ):
things that are ongoing but must be ending soon or else i will faint. POL-ITE. currently i have orh chehs in the most wierd areas. i cant wear my watch on my left wrist now, my left leg aches when i'm walking, i got one pretty orh cheh under my armpit how did i even get that i dont know -.-
and all these orh chehs were from wed's match against NYP, szeying, it's all your fault yes.

love story is really sweet i cant take it -.- been so long since i listen to happy songs eh.
and me and blacky were singing happily to it while walking from RP to causeway after heeday's game ytd. haha. lame.

okayokay, i gotta face my dear javascript,css,html,asp whatever now. i cant wait for tonight. CLARKE QUAY! (:

hot mess

2009-07-31T01:39:00.003+08:00

year 1, marketing project and IDEA benefitted me, in EATING. desserts, xiao long bao, MINDs cafe. haha
this year, IDA, it benefitted me. in increasing my music bank, and adding on to my knowledge of less well known bands/singers like OWL CITY, theory of a deadman, cobra starship and discovering good songs. cuz my website is to sell music albums and i'm in charge of the english sections-.- haha

stupid validation i cant run my page damn. and brian is hell of a computing genius i think his head is full of codes, can read the codes from the screen like he's a computer -.- can i have at least one quarter of it. haha

now i know after ytd. helpless is how i felt throughout. i was tired mentally too. it was too draining. but it was partly me too. i felt i was not doing enough. my knee is hurting now.

See you make your way through the crowd

2009-07-28T13:45:00.002+08:00

oh no. i'm freakin' stuck onto this damn song. wlao! i know i'm VERY OUTDATED. love story has been ard for so longgggg like friggin long but now then i start listening to it cuz thanks to evelyn who let me listen to "you're not sorry" just now so i just shun-bian downloaded love story too.
now, it keep playing on my laptop in my ears, in my head. hahaha
and jingya the stalker is accompanying me listening to this song now -.- wlao. hahaha.

rwps is starting now. SIAN-ness. totally. bye.

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

broken man

2009-07-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

accounting - cui. checked with my classmates' answers, ALL of our answers were different. see how bad it's gonna be this CA2. omg. damn stupid WAC, why came out this when the last 2 papers were FIFO -.- unexpected.

ended at 620 then rushed down to bus stop to meet eileen to cab down to RP for match. i think taking the MRT would be faster then being stuck in the stupid traffic jam and having the taxi driver being overtaken four times -.-
pek cek with this + my bladder could burst anytime = made me a very very very unhappy kid.

reached the court and saw the points - cui.
the moment you saw me walking to the bench, the next moment i'm playing alr, that's what hidayah told me-.- i felt so lousy and weak i think i need to punch and push against a punching bag for trainings.
shuman jiayou k! get used to her scolding i think that scolding i got from her last time was worse la. "so fat alr still dont want to run back and defend!" that one was an arrow straight through my heart. hahahahaha.

procrastinating rwps and research for my proj now. i will do it tmr. =D hahaha

luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start

2009-07-26T15:59:00.001+08:00

i'm always hooked onto a new song but this time it's a cover by Daughtry, poker face. it's freakin' nice i swear. see my fb. i shared the video from youtube. i just love the guitar, the strumming. amazing. i so want to learn and i can always ask jay to teach me but i got no timeeee. wlaooo. wanted to join guitar club last year too....

anyw, last youth cup match ytd. both teams dont seem like playing ball. can see that our minds not on court. we got no feel at all even after we lost the game. no sense of urgency. what is this. tonight's the finals, then prize ceremony. tmr will be the start of POL-ITE. -.- freakin' fast. no time no time. i haven done my part for proj. just finished studying my accounts for tmr. so dead i think.
will be down to support dear helmet, the one who must smile to play well, and my uber nice room-mate(the oh-so-cool coach-representative for t-net ytd. she uber cool la.)

okayokay. i think we gonna stay as a team. we will be playing an u21 competition this coming sept, i suppose. (: then we will get prepared for opens opens opens and wait for kaiyi's return, if she's able to come back in time for it, i still not sure about. (: yeah yeah very very happy. actually i think we were brought together by fate eh. seriously. steph was yinling's junior, baba is baox's teammate in sec school. see, what a conincidence can. if we can stay on like this, with kaiyi and cindy joining us, i cant imagine how good we will get. (:
i cant wait.

if only.

2009-07-23T10:32:00.002+08:00

i'm extremely tired please.help.me.gawd.

ended up going to kallang to catch kobe in 'action', not really, but nonetheless it was worth seeing him in person like so near though i know not as near as Russell Low la. he's damn lucky guy yaknow. kobe gave him a cool hug after he ran finish his almost 30-ze. it was a mad one.
thinking just 2 months ago was watching him playing finals on tv and now he's here in person. he should be on his way to taipei now. it was just a one day stopover in spore among his 6 or 7 tours in Asia to promote bball (((:

i think this is the first time i see the whole stadium was so packed, well, it was free admission, singaporeans ma... haha.

went home late late, did my stats hw and studied my acc till almost 2, woke up early this morning at 8 to come school meet huang to do the video. i'm mad. 20 more minutes to our first lecture of the day hope i dont doze off. its econs. i alr cant catch up with monopoly alr. dead shit.

bye peeps. i'm seriously very tired. training later and there's hornets tmr, then last match for youthcup on sat.
maybe i still cant get over it. it keep playing over and over in my head. damnit.

2009-07-19T14:05:00.004+08:00

today is just like any other day. just that there's no training in the morning as the others are very tired so let's give them a rest. will be leaving for work in 2 hours time.

kaiyi is so full of crap now, what hot pink float, that one ard the waist with polka dots for me if we go snorkelling. wth. how can i even snorkel with a float -.- no way.

hahahaha. quick quick come back and have a get together! december! (((:

it's just a consolation, when you said at least we are still in the top 4. well. maybe it is.

no matter how rough we played on court, off court, we are still friends, we shake hands, we congratulate sincerely. i think i really like this spirit. we have sportsmanship and i think lebron james ought to learn this. he maybe a professional NBA player but i think he lacks this kind of spirit in him. after ytd's game, i now really know how it is like. when you are only reading it from the news(like 2 months ago), it's unbelievable that someone who is so highly respected in the NBA arena walked right off from the court cuz he lost the most impt game, getting into the championships, cuz he cant afford losing a game, he never even shake hands with his olympic teammate, dwight howard. people said he's a poor loser. no matter how sore it felt, to lose the game, no matter who the hell you are, however big is your pride, you will still have to swallow it and shake hands after the game with them, even if you cant bring yourself to congratulate them.

i think most of us out there can do this. so why not him, the King? i dont like him from the start, it makes me despise him even more after that incident 2 months ago. i only mentioned it now cuz i realise, it maybe only a game of basketball. but it shows who you really are as a person, and a player. whether you are the player who deserve to be respected despite losing a game.

sous mon nez

2009-07-18T14:11:00.004+08:00

read through my gems lectures - done

did my french hw and revision - done

accountings - done

get tics to go see kobe - NO, CUZ IT'S OUTTA STOCK. damnit. ):

rwps report writing and presentation slides - not done at all, the sight of it irks me

stats lab hw - done, did for 2 hours. so bad. i almost gave up.

econs - not done. monday i will

match against homeu - LATER zomg. O.O

currently vey hooked onto colby's under my nose (((: i know, i got the album since so long ago but a few days ago, walkman phone was played on a random mode and it played this song. since then, it's stuck like glue to my head. haha.

Why am i out here steady searching

For something that's been here all along

je suis si nerveux, vous savez. lutte sur!

2009-07-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

so long so longgggg. (:

in school now waiting for accounts lecture to startttttt ))): i'm gonna ignore the lecturer again. heh.

training training and more training. lucky i got a nice sp coach, he allowed us to skip 2 trainings this week out of the 3, so we only attended on monday. sun, wed and friday hornets training. if i attended all sp's training, the 4 of us will be training the whole week, match on sat then sunday morning hornets again. orange balls surround my life. together with my projectssss. how great. monotonous, boring life.

ytd hornets trained at kembangan then cabbed down to watch kaixuan against ubi. 6 minutes of stagnant scores, 20-15, we were like just watching the players dive here and there for the balls, tripping each others, shooting missed baskets and fighting for rebounds. both sides were so fierce, defending like mad, that they didnt even have the energy to for offend.

i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait for saturday although i'm quite afriad for the team and myself as well. well, victory goes to those who wants to win more that day and perform as a team. FIGHT ON! (:

and those who are sick/going to fall sick soon, please take care, drink more water!

i hate rwps. what shit is this. sian. and its 3 credit points. wlaoooooooooooooooo.

flash test caused me not to have straight A's. ): thanks luh. dumb flash.

2009-07-09T21:20:00.003+08:00

Long time no see. (:

so, lessons have officially started this week and it's been over a week since i last updated. well, super busy as you know.

lessons are still a bore but getting to know my results made the day (: did considerably well for this sem, hope i can continue doing so or else....
haven got to know our ida,flash and accounting results though.

now's the period of rushing our project, and our individual report writing which we haven touch a tad i think we are so dead. who cares, our ida/mmwd combined proj is more impt than a stupid report writing can. hehe. shush...

i love filming when i'm the camera-man and editing the videos. so fun!!! just done finish editing our group introduction video, left the commercial one. premier pro rocks my socks. shall post the final video here, if possible, to showcase my hidden talent. HAHAHA.

anyw, regarding our youth cup results, ytd played against stackers. a match won but we never did well as a team. and... combined didnt get into top4 this year. tg won them by 10 points. but now i'm very confused whether we are playing kembangan or homeu in semis or what. aiya...
and there is a possibility that polite maybe postponed. I HOPE SO, or else that week i can seriously faint and drop on the ground due to exhaustion man. hahaha.

okok, i think i should probably at least touch A BIT of report writing, at least a sub-section. HAHA. oops.

2009-06-29T21:30:00.003+08:00

Rascal flatts - close

It's just another simple
Voicemail message
I'll pick you up and we'll do
Dinner by the fire
And we'll just watch it snow
It's from a year ago
Baby, I love you
And I can't wait to see you tonight
I've been thinking about you
All day long
She pushes nine to save
She still can't erase 'cause --

[Chorus]
It makes her feel close
Makes her smile
It's like he's with her almost
Til the tears take over
She's still in hell
But she tells herself
She's ready to let him go
'Cause that makes her feel close

It's just a worn out
Notre Dame t-shirt
She's gotten mad
And tried to throw that thing away
At least a hundred times
But she's got it on tonight
He used to wear it on the weekend
Just runnin' around
Probably forgot he even left it
behind
She says it keeps her warm
Oh, but it's so much more

[Chorus]
It makes her feel close
Makes her smile
It's like he's with her almost
Til the tears take over
She's still in hell
But she tells herself
She's ready to let him go
'Cause that makes her feel close

To saying goodbye, getting
On with her life
Maybe give love another try
One more try
Oh, one more try

[Chorus]
It makes her feel close
Makes her smile
It's like he's with her almost
Til the tears take over
She's still in hell
But she tells herself
She's ready to let him go
'Cause that makes her feel close

It makes her feel close
Makes her feel close

It's just a worn out Notre
Dame t-shirt
She's gotten mad and tried
To throw that thing away
At least a hundred times
But she's got in on tonight

another nice song ! =D

flash test this afternoon, seriously, like i mentioned, it ROCKS MY SOCKS. i think i'm able to pass, but not gonna score well. at least i didnt panic during the test and was not too depressed after the paper, i did my best, i completed almost all the steps except for some, so should be able to get some marks here and there. =D i'm optimistic.

econ paper next, tmr. best of luck to myself and my dear class. i'm currently incurring an opportunity cost, and the marginal cost is 10% of my results, as i'm forgoing the time i'm using the lappy instead of studying. HAHAHAHA. pardon me. i must make sure i know how to apply my theory. =D

finally i recieved my french textbook and workbook today after like half the semester gone -.- super slow i know.

bye, i'm gonna go watch dramas now. (I NEED TO RELAX. CANT KILL TOO MUCH BRAIN CELLS YOU KNOW. haha.)

Orpheus in Hades - Overture

2009-06-28T14:07:00.002+08:00

"Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up." - Thomas Edison

econs rock my assssss. MST starting tmr! yahooooo! -.-

i hate that wonder girls song my bro is playing it cuz he's watching lame stuffs on youtube. i dont know watch how many stupid videos with that nobody song alr. why is their song keep being used for humour stuffs sia. dumb.

training was cancelled last minute. ppl sick, ppl studying for exams, ppl LIKE ME who overslept. lucky coach haven went out of house. but poor bindy and blacky, sorry about it. =P

i very very sian of looking at my econ book alr. help me. i cant wait for flash test tmr. i spent 3 hours re-doing the trial ca in cck library ytd, study day with jieying, zhenzhi and huihan. he said i ignored them and was bloody quiet while i was concentrating on my flash. HAHA. ps la.

so stayed in library from when it's opened till it's closed, i think the last time i did was during Olevels. omg. super long ago. hahaah.

My saving grace

2009-06-27T02:07:00.002+08:00

"Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around andgive up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it."- Michael Jordan

woke up early in the morning, well it's considered EARLY for me since i wake up like 1 plus almost everyday now hehe, and got ready to go out of house to meet dear lynn to go down ONE FULLERTON to study. but my dear brother started nagging at me to avoid crowded places esp near One fullerton there(the news recently!) and there are new cases at shenton way which is damn near there -.-

so being CAUTIOUS( or kia-si ), me and lynn ended up going to Central to see whether Starbucks has tables, but no, so headed to shaw center's Starbucks instead.

coolio, no ppl except for the occasional office ppl coming down during lunch and breaks to have coffee, else, it's quiet and conducive! (: so, my newfound study place other than limbang mac! hehe

so i managed to finish all my econ quiz online which is like DAMN A LOT, lucky i did some the previous night -.- so i am well prepared for econ! A! HAHAHA. in my dreams.

ard 530, left Starbucks, down to wilson's condo for his early bday gathering bbq! (:

finally meet up with the guys and zhenzhi again after like 3 months?! since jy's bday, yes. so long. promise to go back for steamboat at bugis again uh! =D

never see mr joash for so long, his arms got bigger! omg. scary, so inproportionate, his body shape really like a triangle alr. mister, stop consuming protein shakes or whatever you are taking.

as for bday boy wilson, yes, he got more muscular and buffier too, nicer than he was last time, skinny like a stick. haha.

okay, i'm very very tired now. tmr still going to chiong library with zz and hh.

photos will be up after calvin chia upload it. i think i can change my fb profile pic alr or else weird ppl will keep adding me o.O

P.S. MR CHIA GOT DSLR SIA! ENVY!!!! HUMPH!

2009-06-25T01:18:00.002+08:00

"Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other one thing."

- Abraham Lincoln

"For every failure, there's an alternative course of action. You just have to find it. When you come to a roadblock, take a detour."

- Mary Kay Ash

3 points. 3. it's etched in me. and i should have made a better decision.

it's okay not to score, but it's not alright, when i do not do my job, my part.

you expected the better of me. you were disappointed. no apologies will do justice, only actions prove. there's still time. i will.

Make our great escape

2009-06-23T00:24:00.003+08:00

"Enthusiasm spells the difference between mediocrity and accomplishment." - Norman Vincent Peale

3 modules down. 2 more to go! i just rmb after brian told me, that mmwd which is flash, will be open book! HAHA. i think i still in my LALA land sia. yes! business modules notes done, just left IDA, my dear vbscript, another stupid programming module with java and html tgt -.-

i think i will just read through my flash book and ida notes then do the past year papers for it. =D

training just now. i forgot to run my one round after training. shit. haha. cuz everyone so gan chiong change out of gear and we end late. oops. i need to run! 2 more days to my FIRST game ): and it happens to be combined school.

and seeing my dear mates being inflicted with blue blacks after the teckghee game i feel damn guilty and my heart aches hor! see, i'm not hollow. HAHA.

wierd, but i really am very proud of every one of them. hope we will step up to the game on wed too (((:

where my heart lies.

2009-06-21T14:58:00.004+08:00

how i wish i was there in person to experience the game. hornets first match against teckghee. we won.
i was so uptight and anxious throughout that 2 hours i keep running out of the dinner. law of attraction does its job. i'm not a religious person but at that point of time, i just wanted to summon and pray to every gods to give my mates the power and will to hang on and win the game. it may be just a game, but to us, its more than that.

thanks ppl, for making it possible. i seriously couldnt believe jieying when she sms me to blame me for their lost. it's so obvious she's lying la! BAD LIAR! hahaha. cuz i know she will never say that if they really lose. (: hehe. lucky jingya called right after that and she sounded super excited, telling me that hornets won. HAHA. i couldnt contain my joy serious and my cousins were like looking at me when i talked on the phone, like so loudly. hahaha. i dont care! we won!

i finally finished one module. 4 more to go. panic is setting in now. STRESSSSSSS.

wed against combined! WLAO! HAHAHA.

Thoughts read unspoken

2009-06-19T15:50:00.004+08:00

went down on wednesday to sbc alone to watch match. cabbed down during peak hour and it's 15bucks in total though i reached in just 15 minutes. (: mr taxi driver is very nice and cooperative, he really used the fastest way to get to sbc heh.

i think most of us thought kembangan will win but the tables were turned, homeu won. it was a damn exciting match i'm glad i didnt miss it (:

hornets first match in... 28 hours time. mates will be in sbc fighting on court while i will be in a country club attending my bro's wedding, and eating away! omg. hahaha
good luck, peeps (:
it will not be an easy game. for some of us, it will be the last time playing in youth cup, like yinling, hid, baox, baba. i really hope we will get into next round. and for kaiyi too! (:

gonna go bath and go for training sooooon.
finally, i started studying for one module, and finished 4 chapters! 2 more to go for econs! i have 5 papers in total but i just started on just one module only.
so pathetic. lucky i'm not working a lot anymore. for now. =D

Not meant to be.

2009-06-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

meng download songs ytd night till the wee hours then went to sleep. hehe. it's been too long since i last updated my music bank (: and this song, by theory of the deadman, is damn nice (: addicteddddd.

worked today. went back early since there's no customers it was damn pathetic and too many staffs, like we keep trying to find things to do but end up chatting and eating and chatting. bored like hell. so michelle asked me to go off early. hehe.

bought a cheap french dictionary which was on a book sale just outside the doorsteps of TCC, was tempted to buy the book on coffee and chocolates which is like only 13.90 and there's recipes inside other than information know! it was so worth it cuz it's really information loaded. haha

had my first drinking session at CHIPS with jay and ming after work on saturday. i like the place it is at, isolated, not a lot of ppl went, and the bar was real small. but the music it played really not my type, it's metal rock. maybe one of the reason why clubs turn me off is due to the the music they blast like the ppl who went there are semi deaf -.- haha.
tempted by me, pr went the next night with her heart-candy to walawala at hollandV, woman, bring me there next time. i want to try other bars. haha.

was real tempted to drink the cherry shoots & tequila shots which are damn cheap but being disciplined, i refrained cuz i got training the next morning! and having such understanding friends, i managed to catch the last bus back home. it may just be a short catching up session but there will be more to come (: evelyn and zj better join us next time (:

hornets training tmr evening. proj discussions in school in the morning, if brian recovers from his fever.
first match in 5 days time. gonna miss it. d.a.m.n.
gonna go watch match after work on wed. support peizhen and jingya! =D ubi against homeu, i have to cab down alr ):

LASTLY, i neeed to get down to studying. i see no books but the orange ball almost everyday.

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind

battement du cœur

2009-06-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

monday : out shopping with my aunt, cousin and sis for my brother's wedding's dress. i need it. ): spent so long finding it and finally found it at, of all shops ,unexpectedly, ZARA. haha. it is 89.90 it's so ex la but it's my aunt who pay. fyi, the dress is red in colour. that's all you need to know. HAHA

tuesday : left for camp at ard 11 expecting to find them in the court, turned out, they cancelled their morning training cuz they couldnt wake up -.- bbq at night though

till thursday : basically, it's not really a BBALL TRAINING CAMP, it seems more like a SWIMMING CAMP to me cuz tuesday midnight, we sneaked into the pool to swim and play which was damn fun we played captain ball in the pool and then i found out liz played canoe polo when she's in year1. super cool. too bad i cant swim well. ):

then wednesday afternoon went for tanning and then SWIM AGAIN before leaving for rp for friendly.
then, after friendly went back school and swim AGAIN. HAHA.

it was a disastrous match. first 5 minutes i was whacked in the face mainly my eyes and nose by that ball. i dont know why that person cant pass properly, she wanted to pass to jiamin cuz i was defending her, HELLO, CENTER defending a FORWARD. -.-

okay, main thing was, after that throughout the match my left eye felt swollen and like it went inside the socket feeling. haha. damn uncomfortable.

well, i almost 'burst' while playing. i think jinhui was a bit shocked to see me in such a foul mood. oops. sorry about it.

so break camp early in the morning on thursday we didnt sleep the whole night, playing musical chair, guessing english and chinese songs with those ppl who dont understand chinese and dont listen to english songs humming it out to us. it was fun. the whole camp was just aiming ppl to tau pok. debbie was so ke lian she kenna tau pok like dont know how many times, pr too. poor thing.

today went back school for mmwd lessons then rushed down to hornets training. seriously. 4 hours straight of flash i almost fell into a coma. kill die me please. lucky mr yap said the exam wont be so tedious. hope so! ):

saxophone

2009-06-02T22:18:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna find a bf/husband who can play saxophone. HAHA.
bought 2 cds, yes i know now ppl dont buy cds or whatever shit but download online, but well, it got sale, so browse through the music section and bought a cd on saxophone(i'm listening to now) and another on orchestra pieces. FYI, i do listen to la musique clasique. dont shock. haha. and i esp like saxophone and flute pieces. (:

and and, please go my FB profile and do the ah beng's quizzes created by them and please dont laugh too hard till your lungs fail you for their POWDERFUL english. my laughter rang throughout the labroom today while evelyn's did the quiz for me that explains the sibei good results of mine and thanks to filbert who started doing it and being curious i end up doing it.

météorologiste

2009-06-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA. soon to be la.

test test test. omg. i have 3 tests this week compared to my other classmates who got only 1! ):

french, understanding weather(that explains my title-.-) and IDA. kill me. esp IDA.

and i'm tired out.

skipping tmr's training just to dedicate my time to studying. how guai am i. haha.

holidays is coming but i bet it aint gonna be a good one.
matches, trainings, camp, projectsssss, revision for MST after hols AND working. maybe i wont be working like mad as i would like to be this time and i gotta tell my boss that. my schedule is packed like mad. ))):

We lie awake but dreaming 'till the sun would wash the sky

2009-05-27T08:21:00.002+08:00

i skippedddddd SP's training. AGAIN!
well, blame it on the nice weather -.- hahaha. okay. so our master plan was foiled when it rained and coach was not going for training. aiya! wasted our brain cells thinking of that plan.

anyw, went down to imm with baba to meet pr and blacky for hoshi, a la carte buffet. omg. i like the ambience and the settings in the restaurant! too bad the pay not really good or else i will consider working there NEXT TIME. haha oops.
first time seeing debra's parents and i swear by anything debra and her twin totally take after their father la! when mr lim smiled, i can see debra man. HAHA so can you imagine? damn alike. omg.

sinful sinful i ate so much. i'm gonna eat lesser today. bye. need to listen to lesson alr. it's FLASH! (:

2009-05-26T13:25:00.003+08:00

ANGELS AND DEMONS nice (((:

caught this movie with hornets peeps ytd at causeway point after school. damn nice. me,lynn,jieying and bindy were like so engrossed with the show but after the movie baba and that blacky told us they dozed off cuz they dont understand what they were saying and they said it was BORING -.- WTH LA. its damn nice okay you all dont know how to appreciate i think we have to watch comedy shows with them instead of action packed/thrillers. -.-

then recieved msg from jingya about hornets fixtures and i went SIAN~~~

cuz teckghee's match is gonna clash with my bro's wedding. OF ALL DATES. damn

just hope we are able to postpone it or 'exchange' match days with either combined or stackers. )):

slacking in class now waiting for the next lesson maybe i should catch a nap first.

oh oh! anyw, sp is offering a study trip TO USA this coming SEPT and priorty is given to DBIT studentssssss!!!! (: omg!

i want to go! my father allows but my mum dont quite! ): i alr filled up the form preparing to hand in soon but my mum told me this morning not to, she need to discuss with my father. wlaoooooooooo. spoil my mood la.

the trip includes going to universities like UCLA, BERKELEY, STANFORD (HELLO?! SO WORTH IT!), then we will also be going to some big MNC and and!!! they will go disneyland tooo! OMG

what's more, the 7 days trip ONLY COST 3K! tell me it's worth it. i want to goooooooo! but there will be interview for those applying to go. well, just hope my mum allows first. (: if that's the case, i think i gonna forego liverpool match in spore, jay too. haha.

kay kay. gonna catch a nap. later TRAINING. cant wait.

2009-05-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

- I CANT WAIT FOR TMR (:

- to imm with zijie and maybe jay before school to buy lpool ticketssss (((:

- after school down to causeway to catch angels and demons i tell you hornets damn on, we only decided today whether to go watch, end up i think gonna be 9 ppl going tgt. COOLIO (((:

- tmr will be my big spending day lucky i got my pay ytd. hehe. but still not loaded.

- youth cup groupings out but i still dont know the fixtures when the other teams knew alr which is damn bloody fustrating can someone show me the fixtures cuz i dont want to miss that crucial match which i heard will fall on 20th when i cant make it thanks to my bro's wedding. okay, now that i said it, dont be shocked.

- i veryyyy tired now i should go sleep alr. omg my eyebags getting worse....

2009-05-22T22:22:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i would like to congratulate HwaChong for retaining the A'div title, yet again(:

secondly, i would like to congratulate Cindy chan!!!!!! THE MVP OF THE YEAR (: girl, you finally played your best(maybe) and i'm really really glad when you told me that you rmb what i said to you last year. i know you can do it. you can (: so proud of you as a teamate(:

i take your word that you will be coming back next year and play with us! i hope yingming and der do too (:

"if i really do stay back i think i will be taking 4 years of champs with you, coach." that's what i felt like saying when shuang feng say i missed the chance of taking champs with them for 2 years. HAHA

nonetheless, really felt happy for them.

moving on, YOUTH CUP groupings are out. my wish came true, of meeting combined in the first round! yes uh! lucky until cannot. and what's more, we only have to play 3 matches in the first round while the other group got 4 matches to play. we are seriously damn lucky. heeday, kaiyi, i think we have a chance (: but the fixtures not out yet. cant wait seriously. and jingya told me all the matches will be held in SBC this time, not some weird outdoor courts!

it's been a damn long time since i played there. and, i think it's time to get back at THEM. i mean it. i've been way too 'healthy' this year i hoped i will do so until the end of polite. HAHA. joking. no more injuries i hope.

and no more falling sick and eating pasar malam food or from any unhygenic places till the end of 'season', wa! which is like august! OMG -.- can i even last. HAHA
missed out sp's friendly on thursday cuz of diarrahoe. GREAT. next week will have friendly again cuz when i'm sick, pr and baba just nice got injured too. HAHA what great timing no wonder we make such wonderful team-mates DONT YOU THINK SO. hahahahah

back to work tmr from 12-8 then training on sunday after that is outing to nike shop again to buy stuffs with hornets before youth cup starts. oh, and exams are coming. REAL SOON. shitxzxxzx. i catch no balls with accounting cuz my tutorcumlecturer s----. OOPS

BYE LA. talk too much

i'm gonna take this step alone

2009-05-18T01:37:00.003+08:00

10 more days to the start of youth cup. registration form handed in. 5 more days to the finals between RJ and HC. even i cant wait for it, i cant imagine how the players will feel, excited i know. the last year for the year2, i'm on the neutral side! haha! whoever is the strongest and perform will win on that day. the team that give their all and play their best (: good luck!

3 more weeks to holidays! how time flies. and how fast it passed, it's been 2 month plus since i start work at TCC. (: i really like working there, let's see how long i can last. haha

elliot yamin's new album rocks i'm so hooked onto almost half of his songs omg.

so late now. ok, ciao.

It's takin' it's toll
This silence is cold
We're stuck at a dead end
I'm startin' to wonder
Did I say something wrong?

And that's why, Some people fight for love

2009-05-15T13:45:00.003+08:00

Elliot yamin's new song! nice! (: been hooked onto maino's all the above too. strongly recommended.

attended sp training. finally. hah. a lot of ppl really but steph said the school's only allowing 10 of them to stay out of the 30 who came for the trials. that's was sad so the others who were not selectred, ytd was their last training.
actually i think the new batch is not bad. we have hope. just hope they dont run away. haha.
anyw, training ytd was totally crap i think 3/4 of the time, me,baba, liz were laughing like mad and i seriously cant stand the 2 of them. damn that swine la, i'm not china doll, i dont have a twin. -.- damn. fyi, that other twin they were referring to was a new year1 who's taller than me and she TOTALLY DONT LOOK LIKE ME LA PLEASE. wlao.
the only way to shut liz up is keep calling her swine. HAHA.

rotting away now. zzzZZZZ 3 hours break. one more hour to go....

2009-05-13T00:57:00.003+08:00

was revising my french just now i haven recieve my textbook and workbook WTH. sian la. so ma fan having to copy everything down without the book and no hw for me last week as mr bernard(accent very thick one) never print enough -.-
i better go check with the office again tmr to see if the books arrive alr not.

skipped sp training today, wanted to attend but was sickkkkkk. jh say quite a few promising onessss and a lot went for trial today. i would say, surprising, cuz i never thought ppl will want to join sp bball team. HAHA

tmr class 'outing', k at spgg, but my throat's still sore, how to sing sia. sad. anyw, i wont be able to join them for k cuz my lessons end at 515 and by the time i go find them, we will be leaving for dinner alr, we still haven deicde where to go for dinner considering one muslim and one vegetarian in the class AND we are now very budget. aiyoooo. i suggested kopitiam to brian. HEHE

i can foresee i will be stuck in the traffic jam and be late for 8am lesson. forever one. if it rains, it's worse i tell you -.-
i neeeed to sleep now. bonnuit

Marina Barrage - Kite Flying

2009-05-11T00:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GOH PEIRONG! (:

kite flying day cum late celebration for pr's bday with the women at marina barrage. the morning rain never dampens my mood (((:
when it rained heavily i was feeling so saddddd i thought it will continue raining into the afternoon but luckily it stopped so we carried on with our plans =D

stayed over with jy and lynn on friday night after hornets training at her house to want to be the first ones to celebrate and wish her hahaha and we ended up sleeping at around 2 plus cuz all of us were very tired alr.

i need to go sleep alr. very very the tired. oh, my straits times not read yet zzZZZZ.

Au revoir.

David Archuleta - You Can

2009-05-05T23:26:00.004+08:00

finished reading through my stats lecture notes and done some of the tutorial qns (: happy. dont need to chiong so much alr and can fang xin do my CCA DUTY ))): on thursday 1-2pm. if you see this, better go visit me or else bored me die. haha.

let's see let's see. tmr class at 8am! end the day at 515pm with only one hour break in between but fret not! my gems always end early (: and i'm looking forward to french lessonssssss cant wait i think i need to do some research on the basics myself i dont know why the course dont do basic introduction to the language before teaching properly. sad.

ok. basically, i wasted about 4 hours attending a useless training except for the warm up part. ankle weights again, 500 skipping and 10 rounds around the 3 courts with it =D but my calf muscles are gonna bulge soon omg uglyyyyyyyyy ))): then push-ups, crunches, leg lifts and those usual half court and back drills. SIAN.

still thinking should i waste my time again on thurs or go home STUDY. yes, I NEED TO STUDY AND CATCH UP. hahaha

enough blabbering and complaining. au revoir. Je'ai besoin de mon beauté sommeil.
hahaha

Lifehouse - hanging by a moment

2009-05-04T22:42:00.003+08:00

it's good to just let windows media player be on a random mode, and play my favourites, listening to songs on my own chart and doing my RWPS's stupid questionaire. damn.it.

x-men wolverine with 10 other peeps at vivo on saturday after work was great. movie was superb the ending was totally sad just look at hugh jackman's great acting skills the way his face can express all the emotions, when he hesitated and looked at the woman he once loved but he forgot thanks to the bloody colonel. damnnnn.

cca open house (WHATEVER IT IS) from wed to friday i'm totally in no mood for it. haha. have to do 2 shift duties AT LEAST. me die lah. let's see how tmr during training. i end so late also, hope i wont be doing any. HAHA

2009-05-01T01:14:00.002+08:00

oh i'm not coming back... you're taking 7 steps here.

slack training just now. and hornets training's cancelled, yet again. well, then i will just stay home and study (: second week of school, okay. i need to do catching up for my accountings. lacking behind. and i hope there's movie date with classmates on saturday (:

first french lesson ytd and it was an amusing and fun class. i got a chinese french lecturer but he's french accent super thick and his english pronounciation is.... well, he pronounced "I am" as AYAM. what do you think -.- and some guys in the class were damn crap.

sleep sleep sleeeeeeeep.

Au revoir.

2009-04-25T21:04:00.004+08:00

"That would be the last damned time Max walked away from her."

The vampire gardella chronicle is simply amazing. the best (:
i just finished the fourth book. it's fifth book is alr out in march'09 i'm not sure if library has it alr, but i will go check it out (: cant wait. irresistable.
in the end, the one who's in her heart is the humourless, cold looking,tall and dark Maximillian Pesaro and not charming white prince, Sebastian Vioget.
Peirong, see this? haha. quickly go get the third book which you haven even read yet!

work tmr at 5 till closing! gotta wake up and do my accounting tmr. too tired to let my brains function on counting numbers now.

2009-04-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

i'm glad (((:
yes, another short training with the guys just now and i survived! hahahaha. i'm almost out of breath when finally mr neo shouted STOP, you cant imagine how happy i was. hahaha.

and we did better this time for the 六角and八角！(: good one ppl!
i think stamina's getting back slowly, just need to run regularly.

working morning shift tmr, gotta go! CIAO!

Another train off the tracks

Straightjacket feeling

2009-04-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

Looking back on everything that we had.
Why’d we slip away, why did it all change, how will I ever be the same

July 26, i'm set on buying the tickets to watch liverpool play friendly against Spore team. but i'm more attracted to the friendly in bangkok on July22. haha. ok forget it, having school that period, how to fly there -.-

school started 4 days ago. it was great seeing familiar faces again though not evelyn's i feel damn bloody weird not sitting next to her in class, in lectures halls having her using her laptop ignoring the lecturers-.- hahahaha. i hope her appeal will be successful and faster come back entertain the class make us livier i find the class now dull without the loud voices of kweeming's, boss and wanxin's usual sarcastic comments of nana. hahaha

skipped tuesday training to go vivo with huang, jay, joel, wilson, benson and julian, wanting to go for free cone at ben&jerry but jay was super turned off by the bloody long queue which went all the way to the opposite side of the icecream shop -.- wth. in the end, went pastamania for dinner and with all that guys, talks turned A-rated again without fail, even in chalets -.- me and huang cant tahan them alr.

and we are all gonna dread every thursday having to rot for 3 hours in between 2 lectures then that's the end of then day wlao. i can spend the time going bukit timah market to have lunch instead before going back school i tell you. haha

finally went back for sp training and i think this was first training in 5 years i felt BORED NOT TIRED OKAY. i hope it will improve but lizhen say coach will only come back after may20 but next week he maybe coming back. OMG, PLEASE COME BACK.

ok, i going sleep now. Au revoir!

脚底下踏著曾经你我的点点
有人走的匆忙
有人爱的甜美
谁会在意擦肩而过的心碎

End of the moment

2009-04-18T00:08:00.006+08:00

It's funny how life turns on a dime now we don't even talk I just stare at these walls.

embarassing to fall out like that.
breathless it was
it showed i need to attend trainings regularly.
training with the guys are good though. i hope for more of it, even if i were to have wobbly legs/cramps, or ran till i'm breathless, or worse vomit. HAHA.
it's all worth it.

somehow, the feeling of melancholy always overwhelms me when i leave that place.
the place where planes take off, away, away from where we will be. seeing someone dear to you leaving.
it's inevitable the friends part. but they will be back (:
looking on the bright side.
good luck, kaiyi (:

and i'm looking forward to wednesday. ok shut up. and yong tau foo. HA-HA.

2009-04-13T00:50:00.003+08:00

What do you do when your team is trailing behind by a few points and mistakes are repeatedly being made at crucial time? you yell, you scold, you fume. but you will never blame. you will keep going on, keep encouraging, keep assisting, keep your head cool and calm, in order to be back in control of the game. and that's how you are gonna win it.
It's a team game.
No matter how many assists, how many shots made in, how many saves made, how many dives did, without the other players, you are not able to do all these, there's no only you, there's only team.
I want to get back into the mode. I want to be tune back into the channel which i was damn passionate about. And that's competitive basketball. The adrenaline rushing through from head to toe. The hunger for victory. The taste of it.
But make damn sure you win honourably, no underhands. ha-ha.
Nothing's impossible, unless you never give your all & never take pains to try.
Do you know?

hornets guys won tongwhye just now and that towering guy from tw got technical foul and fouled out. the crucial turning point of the game.
SAFRA played minyi after that and i'm shocked to see him playing for safra.
but i'm glad i exchanged a few words with him just now. HAHA. ok shut up.

watched a bit of kaixuan game then left for dinner and buying jingya her chocolate, who so thick skinned demand chocolate, only her. and yes i'm so nice as to buy her the maltesers haha. then back to watch homeu against qianxi.
i'm on full alert. no injuries from now on, must remain fit and stop whining so much before running 3k every trainings, compared to some teams who run 10k every week. ok, that's mad. so, i must have sufficient rest or else will be more prone to injury, it's scientifically proven (:
and yes, i now have a secret weapon to run faster. it's legal, dont worry. ha-ha.

it's been so long since....
i really miss playing games. i cant wait for youth cup and it's true i'm disappointed not being able to play women's open, it's a worthwhile experience and an eyeopener.

2009-04-08T12:36:00.002+08:00

sadly, again. failed to register for the module of my choice. twice. damn. it.

got into understanding weather instead, my second choice. not bad la hur. haha. it's slack but interesting, learning about world weather. not bad laaaaa. -.-

why the gems i choose are so weird. first is astronomy, now weather. haha. i'm fated with mother nature hur.

anyw, recieved a letter this morning from the MOE regarding the PSEA account. wa seh. lots of $$ inside sia. more than enough for paying for my french class so i am damn happy i called my father =D but will need to pay the money using our own money first, after that when MOE approve, then can we use the PSEA money to pay. damn dumb i think.

so work has been fine! (: but lots of part timers are leaving to find full time jobs soon like cheryl and shanrong. jacki dont know disappear to where alr he got another job elsewhere and never see him for1 month alr -.- haha. sian la. alice had been transfered to changi last week. if cheryl and sr really leave i will be bored to death i tell you. then we will be seriously lacking of part timers and when school opens, we are dead. haha. well, i mean, steven will go crazy finding ppl to work during weekdays. haha.

rest day tmr! midnight liverpool playing chelsea, first leg for q-finals champions league! omg. cant wait. i dont know if i should go sp training tmr hehe.
hornets trng on friday but it will be in the morning. i feel like going one fullerton after that to chill and relax. boring.

work later, till closing. i hope there's ppl to let us be busy. unlike monday where the 4 of us literally stand down there chatting away cuz there's no customers AT ALL hahaha

sweeter than apple pie

2009-04-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

i'm hooked on this song, what you got by colby..........................
aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
it's been on repeat mode since this afternoon while on my way to work. HAHA.

I NEED TO GO SLEEP SOON. just online-d to charge my mp3. cant live without it, i mean, i cant stand without listening to music since the trip to and fro work is so longgggggg. at least i got my book too (:

why am i like the only so free part timer ard. first thing i report to work lawrence asked me to extend till 11pm, so today i worked from 12 noon to 11pm and tmr morning from 10 to 3pm since the others got something up last minute(i'm actually OFF TMR. sad)
superwoman in the making-.-
resting on thurs and fri o cant wait. waaaaaa. mad.

till then.

Keith Urban - You will think of me

2009-04-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

1. got into the specialisation i wanted. EBM (:
2. same class as most of my classmates which is damn shiok, another 2 years of fun (((: but my si dang evelyn got into EBT, she's appealing. GOOD LUCK GIRL! (:
3. got a place for french class, yet to pay money! hehe
4. i'm gonna be ready on wed at 11.59, stationing at mysas.sp.edu.sg to apply for my gems, nutrition and wellness
5. my timetable sucks everyday gonna end at 5, earliest is 4! how am i gonna work?!
6. i'm gonna get my pay soon. dont rob me.
7. liverpool won ytd night, currently top of table let's hope manu draws tonight.
8. i'm so tired out from this week's working schedule i'm glad i didnt go sp training or else i might just collaspe. next week is better, working for 3 days only (:

i'm off. CIAO

But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake

2009-03-31T22:36:00.002+08:00

just be yourself.
deceit to survive?
it's hard to live a life like that.
be true
and you will get what you deserve.

It's a winding road
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried to read between the lines
I want a simple explanation
I need to step outside

somehow, i thought it's comforting to know you still rmb the things we didnt do yet.
i dont know. lost for words. too many stories i had heard. it's hard to decipher you, and everything.

and i dont know what to believe. you are not who i thought you seemed to be.
well, i thought.

2009-03-30T23:13:00.002+08:00

Aqua - Turn back time

Give me time to reason,
Give me time to think it through
Passing through the season,
Where I cheated you

I will always have a cross to wear,
But the bolt reminds me I was there

So give me strength,
To face this test tonight

If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time
I would stay for the night. For the night...

Claim your right to science
Claim your right to see the truth
Though my pangs of conscience,
Will drill a hole in you

I seen it coming like a thief in the night,
I seen it coming from the flash of your light

So give me strength,
To face this test tonight

If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time..
I would stay for the night

The bolt reminds me I was there
The bolt reminds me I was there

If only I could turn back time
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time
I would stay for the night

heard this nice song while working. it's a good thing our cafe plays 95fm (: get to listen to oldies and latest pop songs. heh.
attending training tmr though i'm starting work at 730am! so, i gotta go get sleep now!
till then! =D

2009-03-28T21:35:00.004+08:00

just so tired.

i dont know my manager loves to work me to death or love to see me work-.-
hahahaha
joking. the other part timers are not as free as me(as if i am i have trainings leh!): )
this week worked for 5 days, next week working from monday TO saturday, for 8HOURS every day. mad right. i wanted to change the schedule but not enough ppl, no choice.
seems like i'm working full time instead of part time -.-
haha
ok.i doubt i will attend sp training next week. let's see how. my legs are breaking from standing so much.
bye. go read my book and newspapers. 8-)

It's gonna be a long night ahead

2009-03-22T23:41:00.003+08:00

Westlife - Miss You When I'm Dreaming lyrics

Today I didn't think of you
Today was alright
I had a lot of things to do
I was moving on with my life

But now I need
Some answers,some answers
I'm tired and I'm getting weak
Some answers, some answers

I only, miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't put up a fight
It's when I'm dreaming

Another hour passes by
It's gonna be a long night ahead
Cuz I feel you creepin up inside my mind
Everytime I look at my bed

But now I need
Some answers some answers
I'm tired and I'm weak
Some answers, some answers

I only, miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't put up a fight

Dreaming
The only time I can't live without you
Dreaming
I can't let you go , oh no

I only,miss you when I'm dreaming
That's why I don't wanna close my eyes
Tell me why you only hurt me when I'm sleeping
The only time I can't control my mind
And the only time I can't put up a fight
I miss you when I'm dreaming

I was moving on with my life

2009-03-22T16:32:00.004+08:00

i never knew
never knew that someone can re-sing westlife's songs till so...
am so addicted to Anthony Callea - Obvious.
it's actually a song from westlife's album turnaround.
am also addicted to westlife's miss you when i'm dreaming. it's superb. i just found out this song exist last night. also, they had a duet with Lulu, for the song, back at one, brian mcknight's song. AMAZING (:
ppl, get from me if you want or go download yourself. haha

going out to cut my hairrrrrr soon.
and we are not playing womens open anymore. well, there's still youth cup. i hope so.
upcoming week will be busy with work (: money rolling into my piggy bank=nearer to my backpacking dreams. HAHA. i have alr started doing reading on these stuffs and Nepal (:

and yes. Liverpool will be playing chelsea in champions league, seems like we are destined to be drawed together for consec so 4 times in 5 years. what a couple -.-
and ManU lost last night with rooney(!) & scholes(!) being sent off! wlao. 2 unexpected players being sent off and the only players other than ryan giggs that i preferred over others in ManU.
it's a happy news that they lost though. haha. which means if reds tonight win aston villa, we will be only 2 points away! =D

okay, enough soccer. now on to carrom, a FINGER SPORTS.HAHA
my sis and i were awed by the match on eurosports channel just now that we went WOW and WA. hahahaha sounds dumb.
okay, i dont know if it's considered a sports, else why will it be on a sports channel? it's a board game actually. it's played mostly in India. below is a picture of the board game!

got it?!
okayxzx, gotta run! my parents nagging alr! CIAO!

may i say, it's pathetic

2009-03-18T23:34:00.003+08:00

what's the use of studying harder than everyone and ending up with such pretty grades which is super depressing when friends got 3.8 AND BETTER. yes. my class maybe playful but they are this smart.
i'm so not suited for IT stuffs. this sem's modules are IT based, well i worked hard. it doesnt pay off.
WELL, it's not the end of the damn world (:
how do i explain it. he expects A's from me. so near yet it's hard to reach for it

2009-03-17T01:04:00.002+08:00

finally downloaded my norton antivirus software, my mccaffee(dont know how to spell la!) was outdated weeksssss ago.

i really should go sleep soon. working at 10 till 3 tmr. intended to go for sp training after that but just now finally decided i should go see sinseh instead for my metertarsal bone which i injured last year, yes, it never really recovered and now i look at my big toe, i realise my big toe is crooked inside. HAHA
ok i know! it's grosssssss. i think so too my sis went EEEWWWWW when she sees it. hahaha

i'm injury prone la. damn.

anyw, work till now is good. maybe there's a chance i will stay longer than i expect.

P.S. i got a crazy friend. that woman called me at ard 830pm just now to ask me go balling with her out of the blue. we did. it was not bad. HAHA

Gareth Gates - Walk On By

2009-03-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

IT'S A WIN!
IT'S 4-1 !!!

i cant even believe it while watching the whole match through! OMG

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!

way to go liverpool! (((:
the feeling of winning at Old Trafford finally, it's amazing (:

2009-03-11T14:13:00.002+08:00

We could be more than just amazing
(:

It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love

People pass, and listen to us laugh
Wishing that they had the same thing
And our friends they ask, how we made it last
I just smile and say the same thing

I'm not sure how we got here
I'm just glad that we got here

Utada Hikaru - Eternally

2009-03-07T14:01:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna start work soon! (:
recieved a call just now while i'm watching CNN. yes. i watch news. i do. haha

anyw, the person called and ask me to go down beach centre again for 'orientation',gonna start my official training soon! (:
i still dont know which boutique they will assign me to though, monday i will know alr =D
i cant wait. it's my first time working in F&B field. omg. nervous and eggcited about it
hehe

okok, i'm gonna work for TCC:the coffee connoisuer fyi. (:

gotta work at least 3 to 4 months which means i gotta continue working when school starts but i think it's gonna be okay? cuz the working days and hours are VERY flexible, i hope it's true. we can liase with the store manager regarding the timing of our work (:
and my papa also said before he dont mind me working during school days since he knows i got a dream to persue. i'm gonna realise it (:

and reading the scholars' choices on ST papers ytd, there's this SIA and CAAS scholars. omg. this really spurs me on to work hard, there's this guy who got the CAAS scholarship, his reasons for going into the aviation industry is so like mine! (:
it's hard to get a scholarship lest my gpa is 4 that kind la, am not really aiming for a scholarship but i could try applying for internship though. if possible
waaaaaa.

it's good to try out in different areas of profession, so in future we will really know which one suits us more. like i dont mind trying out in F&B industry, and i know it can train my skills in engaging ppl. it's an impt skill if i am to really go into marketing (:

seems like i'm so looking forward to working, i hope i wont be put off by nasty and mean store managers or bad colleagues. HAHA!
i know it will be inevitable this kinda ppl exist, but let's pray i dont meet them! i want a carefree happy friendly working environment! haha.

2009-03-03T02:12:00.003+08:00

my chalet pics:

yes, that's the result of how dirty the tiles are after we played soccer in the suite. end up me and jay had to clean it up using the old fashioned way with that towel. haha
and he enjoyed cleaning so much that he even demonstrated how he slide ard while cleaning up like he did at home -.-
that guy...

this photo was taken at ard 5 plus i think. after we watched finished soccer and we went back wanting to sleep but beds and sofas were all taken up. ended up, me ly,evelyn and zijie just laze ard, chatting away and suan-ing that gay zj HAHA
he's gay i mean it. HAHAHAA.

tell me how not to miss this class. i hope i wont have weirdoes and those bengs in my class. pray pray. i hope at least some of us will be in the same class still. ):

2009-03-02T01:25:00.004+08:00

it's a success. i hope ?

just hours ago which was sunday, was supposed to have a surprise birthday celebration at west coast park with the guys and zz as part of it for chong jieying whose actual bday is on 030309.
though unluckily it rains, we resorted to our plan B which is thought up in the last minute when thunders came with heavy showers. ended up at peirong's house to bbq the food, and we are lucky we never bought a lot of food (: good one pr

the guys were sort of QUITE thoughtful and sweet la hur! haha. they bought converse shoes and searched high and low(running in the rain from wheelock to far east!) for a balloon patrick for jy which joash rmb when jy mentioned once. jy, you are so lucky. haha

but hey, we are too okay! (:
we hope you like the present la, and i know that video is not really up to standard, still, hope you like it. hehe

pictures will be up after i got it from pr and jy.

to cjy: i still got a video for you on your bday. come online. if you see this.

i love bbq-ing, i dont mind smelling of charcoal after that, which my bro said to me first thing when i stepped into the house just now -.-
and the toilet really smells of charcoal now due to the clothes. HAHA
oops

stay home tmr! i doubt i will be able to wake up early for gym, the cable tv technician coming in the afternoon and i have to be at home.
i need to look for work alr, tuesday maybe.

lastly

2009-03-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

omg i'm finally done. though i left some still will finish up tmr after coming back from training (:

i very the tired now alr laaaaa tmr still got training!
i need to go sleep soon. my eyebags are worsening. aahhhh not pretty alr ):
haha

2009-02-27T01:59:00.005+08:00

halfway there! (((:

am back from chalet this afternoon. was so tempted to stay on cuz we didnt manange to go night cycling on the first night ):
but gotta come back early still to do some stuffs

still, had a great time on the first day of chalet! (:
stayed at Aranda Country Club thanks to cynthia's dad who is working in the HR dept therefore it's cheaper booking it. it's executive suite, it was damn big and damn niceeee and it's AIR CONDITIONED. we were WOW-ing, when we stepped into the suite. haha

started BBQ-ing late as it rained and we had no choice but to bbq in the balcony with a small make shift pit. after bbq-ing and i finally got to sit down and enjoy eating, i dont know why and how but a soccer game INSIDE THE SUITE(it's that big la) started with the guys vs girls. -.-
i sat there watching the show(haha) eating my chicken wings and ended up inside the game helping the girls(of course!) cuz they kenna whack like mad, i tell you, when jay came and join in it got MORE VIOLENT. haha
basically, it was mainly me against the guys -.- cuz i'm like the only one going ard attacking trying to get the ball while the other girls defending the small 'goal post' haha

end up, we had the mop up the whole of the living room cuz the tiles were DAMN SLIPPERY with our sweat and oil HAHAHA
photos will be up when liangying sent me. you will know.

so we just slacked after that waiting for 345am to come, playing TABOO, um, which the content ended up quite adult rated, then having jay sharing ghost stories inside the room while some of them DOTA(believe it or not they go chalet with laptops to play -.- my class...)

then 0345 came and the few of us went out and sat at a coffee shop with wireless connection to watch champions league on julian's vaio.
with zijie, there's always endless jokes, even when watching soccer.

i think i will definitely miss this class ):

bye, i dont know what to do know. cant sleep. maybe i will just watch dramas now. heh

2009-02-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

i'm going chalet tmr! needa wake up early in the morning to meet them at 11 at je mrt platform ))):
will be having lunch at pasir ris with the rest i think i will skip that. most probably. gonna go for one day only though, maybe. but will still bring extra clothes in case i'm very tempted to stay on. haha

anyw, i just went to CAAS website. internship! (((:
gonna work real hard and get into uni then try applying for internship there. next, see how. i think too far. but hey, no harm planning far and persuing what we love (:

finished and done with my last paper ytd. shant say much but just blanked out during the paper. well. you know what's next. barbara, you wont have the chance to slap me cuz i'm sure i wont get an A. i wont be so lucky the second time. haha

end of first year. hunt-for-job time but first, time to relax and enjoy, reward myself for hours and days and nights of studying.

result will be out on the second week of march, ard that time. best of lucks ppl

gonna wake up to watch soccer later on. manutd against inter milan = sir fergie against THE ONE(jose mourinho la)
interesting. cant miss this one. haha

oh and liverpool vs real madrid match gonna be on thurs morning which is when i will be at chalet. aawww. us liverpool fans need to hunt for a place where they gonna broadcast it then. irritating. i am so looking forward to night cycling AGAIN. =D hehe

2009-02-22T00:41:00.002+08:00

i'm so lucky. tell me i am

i have been revising and doing my past year papers with miss cynthia the pro in java. ONLINE. hahaha
and we managed to finish 2 papers, only stuck at one bloody qns we just treat it there's something wrong with the it. HAHA

thanks uh. very appreciated.

stayed up till 3am this morning doing java papers. can see how scared i am to do badly for this module i dont want to forward it. nightmare if it does.
if tmr got no training i will do the same but... nvm!

lucky there's some entertainment along the way to help me destress while chionging java ytd night. haha. that barbara send me this youtube video which makes me laugh nonstop and my sis who was sleeping keep telling me to stop playing it. HAHA

oh yes! i'm gonna buy steven gerrard's new autobiography! (: zijie wanted to buy on thursday but it was alr OUT OF STOCK. fast -.-
nvm. i will be going to all those major bookstores after exams to ask for job, i can buy at the same time.
i'm alr scanning for jobs on recruits section. $$$

2009-02-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

i'm suffocating. java is a killer. help.

goddddddd. mad. i wasted today away. i only read through the book. and completed one exam qns. how bad can that be. FEAR

this sem's result will be bad. i can foresee. results will be out in second week of march.

anyw, next week class chalet clashes with liverpool's champion league match against real madrid! the few of us gonna find one place that's broadcasting it to watch. CANNOT MISS! haha

i'm glad. the team got hope. we are gonna have ppl to play! =D
happy happy dont you know how i happy i am i cant wait for training. haha

2009-02-19T23:06:00.003+08:00

If you let me press rewind
I'll rehearse every word
I should have said

i have made up my mind.

i'm gonna fulfil this dream i had of mine since... i dont know when

i'm gonna earn enough money to go backpacking to the places i wanna go. i cant wait. i'm so tempted.
i heard from my aunt that she got a friend whose husband still went backpacking for a month with just 2000bucks in europe. it aint impossible. it's called backpacking, there's no need for luxury hotels, so that alr saved up alot. (:

i'm gonna pick up reading on these stuffs. should learn more! i cant wait seriously! my potential partner to go with me will be goh peirong. we better be hardworking and earn money then go together! transylvania! hahaha
i wanna go back to thailand, but this time to chiang mai. and also to nepal. i'm planning! but first i need a job. haha. i'm alr looking for one. (:

oh yes. anyw, i never updated for so long, well. moi is busy with exams. for the past 2 papers which is dbms and math(today just took it)
this 2 papers = GG
which means gone case, die.
haha

last paper on monday, java. wish me luck man. i haven touch it yet till now. am gonna start chionging tmr.

for now, i'm gonna relax. plan some stuffs, read my book, do whatever just not java YET.

2009-02-16T01:15:00.006+08:00

1. i'm radiating heat i just emerge from an oven
2.i love love training i want more. monster kept his word and treated me pizza cuz i reached his target. HAHAHA pure luck
3.i cant sleep that's why i'm here blogging though i'm feeling so lethargic i think it's due to the starbucks drink with 3 shots of caffeine that's keeping me awake now. OMG I NEED TO SLEEP. i need to chiong studying tmr DIE
4.birthday celebration for lynn and offically my first time eating popoye today! the mash potato rocks. i'm bloated after the meal but still ate some mouthfuls of the swensen bday cake :O
5. it's amazing how my camera never spoils with that bday girl camwhoring with herself the whole time my camera is out in her hands.HAHA
6.in love with the mikey bo remix of what hurts the most (:
7. i'm not losing faith and am not givnng up. i want to keep counting on the years down the road that we are going to continue celebrating bdays together.
8. photos of the day:

LASTLY,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LYNN<3! =D

jusqu'à la fin des temps

2009-02-14T01:07:00.003+08:00

Journey South - End of the world

If time was a river
With nowhere to run
Where would you wanna be
Finally when the moment comes

And if forever, was frozen in stone
What would you wanna say, that couldnt wait
Would i be the last to know

Cause all i wanna do is lose myself
In the sweet touch of your skin
I know this might sound crazy
But I'd be there for you
If the sky was falling in

And if this was the last day of my life
I'd wanna spend it looking in your eyes
Cause all I wanna do is hold you
In my arms at the end of the world

And in the shadows
You came like the sun
You made every second count
I feel cheated now
If tomorrow never comes

Cause when there's someone You'd die for
That's when you know you are alive
And baby that's the way you make me feel
When I'm lying by your side

Cause all i wanna do is lose myself
In the sweet touch of your skin
I know this might sound crazy
But I'd be there for you
If the sky was falling in

And if this was the last day of my life
I'd wanna spend it looking in your eyes
Cause all I wanna do is hold you
In my arms at the end of the world
I'll be there waiting when the sky comes falling in
When it all comes crashing down
I'll be holding your hand baby

dedicating this song to all of you out there. for this special occasion. (:

and i will be spending this day at home STUDYING
this is damn sad though i had the urge to meet up Jay they all at orchard. they are gonna chill -.- but i cant. gonna be out the whole day on sunday.
aaahhhhhhh
and it's time to trim/shorten my hair again. HAHA
dont worry. just the back of my hair. it's thickening again irritating. and the weather nowadays are killer i dont want to be scratching madly like a monkey

yewwwwwhuuuuuuuuuuuuu
trng+movie+bday celebration for lynn on sunday i cant waittttttttttttt
it's time to relax away from my study table for one day hehe

HAPPY VALENTINES' TO ALL!

Colby O'Donis & Akon- What You Got

2009-02-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

awwww. jay's spamming me songs and i'm waiting for the whole album of colby's to load finish then off i go to bed! tired! and i finished the dbms quiz! gym tmr with myself and MYSELF again ):
when will goh peirong be free to go with me la, that woman have been going home late every single day and so busy with someone that she's neglecting me and her dears. hahaha

i like colby's voice. his feature part in akon's beautiful, is short but fits nicely with the music. i like (:

kk. cannot tahan alr. au revoir

Journey South - What I Love About Home

2009-02-12T15:36:00.002+08:00

blacky got into RP's business information systems! (((:
congrats woman. so she is gonna study almost the same stuffs i did this year. waaaa. good luck to her sia. hahaha

and now. i pray pray pray pray to EVERY GODS, to bless me i better get into EB-management. hahah
i think rp's that course not bad, seeing the modules they are offering, and it's a new course for 2009

anyw, just got back home not long ago from school. went back for java and dbms remedial. and zijie last minute told us java was changed to today at 11. ended up only 8 of us turned up for java cuz we are the 8 who were still online in the middle of night,which was when he told us about it and he thought we will spread the msg to the others who were alr offline -.-
god. so when i called nana, she said she didnt know and she was still at home. OOPS

now it's time to do the dbms online quiz! and do past year papers!!!!! =D
why do i sound so excited sia....

P.S.i think my video skills and photoshop skills gonna improve. hahaha -.-
i cant wait for class chalet!ppl,NIGHT CYCLING AND BBQ! =D

2009-02-12T00:03:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA. i'm enjoying looking through the pics that pr is sending meeeeee. omggggg. LAUGHSSSS

i will keep you hanging there. till the time comes! (:

2009-02-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

tell me i'm enjoying the process of it all.
if everyone has that same thinking, wont that be great? well. that's why the world have all sorts of ppl with different types of characters. embrace it.

first paper! it was damn tricky laaaaaaa. we checked with each other's answers after paper and we all got different ones. who's right who's wrong!? well, we wont know! we will only the result! ):
all types of gods bless me man.

and zijie and i thought evelyn really skipped this paper cuz she never appeared in the exam room. we tried calling her after paper but couldnt get through.
just when i'm leaving school, she called and we ran into each other -.- haha then did i know she WENT TO THE WRONG CLASS AND WAS LATE FOR 15MIN-.-
that woman uh...

parents came to pick me up and off we go to jurong west for dinner! never fail to buy the tu-tu kuehs which i loveeeee since young. =D

going back school tmr for a pathetic one hour of dbms. -.-

i dont know why gossip girl always will be broadcasted on alternate weeks, then sometimes in a row. well, then next week's will be the last episode! aawwww.
it's such a shocking end. but without more surprising stories, there wont be until season 6. (:

channel8's show gonna start soon! CIAO!

2009-02-10T16:51:00.002+08:00

what is this. first paper tmr! and i'm reading my astronomy book now! -.-

anyw, ytd went school just for a while for that 10 min java interview then off i go to je gym alone. shiok. not so many ppl and dont have those intimidating macho gays/men
hahaha
oops

'helped' out in the kitchen just now,watching my mum removing all those eeewwww entrails of the fish and the scales. AMAZING. hahaha
but at the same time disgusting i wonder when am i going to experience removing all those stuffs soooon. omgggggg
-.-

the shows on channel 8 are so tempting now esp the new hk drama later on at 7 and the 9pm show which features all the handsomesssssss hahahaha cannot resist. =.=
mad.

You had me at hello

2009-02-08T18:56:00.003+08:00

Passion Keeps Me Going On

i love the tanned lines on my arms now my face is reddddd. (((:
i'm not being sadistic but it's been so long since i have a really proper trng which i gained something from and being under the scorching early afternoon sun.

6 ppl attended. hey, it's ok. it's a start. we will get more ppl. i was so happy i got to talk to qiaoxin on the phone just now thanks to blacky. i really hope blacky can psycho lixin and qiaoxin to come to hornets. it's been 2 years plus since i last saw her? oh my. i sort of screamed her name over the phone just now -.-hehe

my head is damn giddy now i think it's the after effects. i want to go balling with blacky! but not this period of time. study first(:

though my stamina dropped like nobody's business. you will see me running real far behind you. haha. that lynn really can fly alr. shuman and me were like WTH, they were fast la. both of us damn jialat. hahahaha

first paper on wed. tmr need to go back to school in the morning for the java assignment interview. ok i must rmb to submit the assignment online later on after blogging, due time is 1 minute before midnight later. cool or what. haha

is the world really ending soon?
it's so scary. i'm glad that spore does not experience that. but who knows? in time to come, maybe it will. in the future?

Words keep falling out of my pocket
Running late
Missed the train
Everything is dropping
Holding on, to my heart, in a rush
I almost forgot it
I must admit it, I'm tired
But I'm coming to you
Don't know how far I've got
But I don't care, I'm not gonna
Stop runnin'

2009-02-07T16:13:00.002+08:00

finished writing notes for MOB! (:now it's memorising and reading the tutorials again! ):
yeah. officially the end of year1's lessonsssss.

engtat trng tmr!!! anyw, sp's trng ytd was cancelled due to rain! wa, lucky i never board the bus and i woke up late, heh, when i reached the bus stop, recieved steph's msg at just the right time. tmr die die tmr die. runningggggggggggggggggggg aaahhhhhhh
how long did i never run?! heh. 2 weeks. omg

ok relax. back to studying!.....

2009-02-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

i considered slack today. no java, no studying. been trying out the new windows plus live which i downloaded. damn cooool and colorful. haha

class starting at 930 tmr! (: happyyyy!
ok, i shall go study alr la. seriously. cannot slackkkkk. am very addicted to akon's songsssss damn. i know i'm slow, his freedom album was out last dec but then i only like downloaded it a few days ago -.-

2009-02-02T23:44:00.003+08:00

i shant say what i have been doing till now obviously you should know better if you have been reading my previous post that i have an ASSIGNMENT to be in by sunday. i feel great again today though it's only a small code -.-

go facebook and see liu yifan's note which i tag on and read the content i swear i'm having one more sympton which is going crazy alr. HAHA

ok, i know you must be wondering what the hell i'm talking now. dont care me as i said i'm going crazy i cant wait for sunday to come.

i'm going to write notes for mob now. see the time now. i should be sleeping though. no choice.

480th post - galaxies collide

2009-02-01T14:23:00.002+08:00

i'm studying for my astronomy test on wed now which is 40% in total.

and i came across the topic that our galaxy, Milky Way, will be colliding with another galaxy as big as ours, Andromedea, in future, i think in about 3 billion years.
for god's sake, can the earth even survive that long to experience it i think before that's to come, our earth's alr destroyed due to global warming. hahahaha

i have 5 more topics to go! then have to study MOB liao. my study-like-mad day. and i had to forego going to my aunt's house with my mum later. i dont care. i rather stay home. haha

didnt make it to mr ang's house in the end cuz jy told me left with 3 ppl going then i just informed him we not going anymore. sorry eh, most of us are busy. still HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! thanks for the invitation still (:

k. back to my star star and galaxies.....

Darin Zanyar - Why does it rain

2009-02-01T00:48:00.003+08:00

went back school this afternoon to meet up with classmates to chiong java again but this time we didnt stay up till 9pm haha
left school ar 530 and parents came to fetch me to go cheng huang temple to pray.

continued to chiong java assg till now. realized solving the problem gives me a great sense of achievement. haha

am so tired tmr still need to wake up early. turning in real soon

evelyn's senior and yifan helped me alot cuz evelyn couldnt help much and i seriously cant make it also thus it's like i'm outsourcing my assg la.
at first the codes were like so similar to yifan's and we realized ytd almost the other guys' work also almost like the same so me and eve intended to ask her senior to help us out. or else, yifan will in deep shit.

so her senior helped in putting part of the codes and i TRIED putting the rest in plus yifan's help too. haha

now i'm at home, all on my own, wa... solving the problems by myself and racking my brains. shiok sia. -.-
haha!

but seriously, i dont hate it. it's interesting. but somehow i couldnt quite catch hold of it. sian

k enough about JAVA.

tmr afternoon going mr ang's house to bai nian.

just now were chatting with kimguan and damn is he so straightforward can! i was doing my java and pulling at my hair alr he then said "hey i think you put on weight leh... very long never exercise alr right?"
wa! still HAHA me leh!
i almost want to scream alr
i'm TRYING my best to shed weight alr ok! =.=

i cant tahan alr la. CIAO. need sleep badlyyyyyyyyyyy

孤单摩天轮

2009-01-31T01:31:00.004+08:00

ok. i'm gonna post this erm, song quiz that i saw on fb that jingya did. i read hers in class this morning and i had to contain my laughter which was damn hard to cuz her answers are damn lame and funny like mad.

being curious, i tried it out. and, this is my first time doing this type of thing -.-
that black person is rushing my to post it now she wants to go sleep soon so i shall make a quickie one

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
the call(neptunes remix) by bsb

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
closer than we think by the classic crime

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I'd rather be with you by joshua radin

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
罗志祥 - 灰色空间

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
hold on by justin lanning

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
潘伟珀 - 爱上未来的你
(WHAT THE HELL?! yeah maybe la. nu da shi ba bian ma. grown prettier i know hahaha!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
stolen by dashboard confessional

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
5 days by patrick nuo
(WHAT?! THE 5 SCHOOL DAYS?! shows how nerd i am -.-)

WHAT IS 2+2?
It's over by jesse maccartney

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I want it that way by bsb

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You Find a way by graham colton
(omg. i love this song btw. just look at the lyrics but it doesnt apply to me tankiew)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
五月天 - 突然好想你
(damn. its currently on my personal most listened to songs. it's true.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Goodnight & goodbye?!! by jonas brothers
(damn i should have deleted this song from my mp3 wth?! i have great ambitions i dont wanna say goodbye to it ok?! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
True by ryan cabrera
(oh my. i love this song till now (: but this qns doesnt apply to me too )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Give by relient k
(i know, they give up a lot for me, they gave me a lot too. and they will keep doing it. whose parents doesnt?)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
right here by staind
(impossible. but maybe one part of the lyrics apply to the wedding:
i've made a commitment
i'm willing to bleed for you
i needed fulfillment
i found what i need in you)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Evergreen by westlife
(it's a nice song.i dont mind having it played since it's my fave band too and look at the lyrics(: )

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST
?the way i am by staind

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Time to go by the maine
(NO NO. omgggg -.-)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Just what i'm looking for by matt white
(HUH WHAT? so it's not meant to be?)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Pictures of you by the last goodnight
(omg????)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
罗志祥 - 搞笑(-.-)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
艾成 - 想你的天空

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
waste of time by fm static
(i agree.time is precious)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
艾成 - 习惯
(so i will get used to it? which means i will marry and be a tai tai la!? HAHA)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
罗志祥 - 自我催眠
(who loves self-hypnotized you tell me that's mad)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Apologize by one republic
(so i'm unlikeable la....sad)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
something to believe in by fm static

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
unmistakeable by bsb

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
飞轮海 - 孤单摩天轮
(just downloaded this song last night -.-)

ok, i think afterall, my answers are not as cock up as jingya's. hers is really.... HAHA

2009-01-29T21:35:00.006+08:00

seriously, i wanted to get down to studying and do my mob tut when i on my lappy but whole day long, i have been recieving bday wishes from ppl, on facebook, and even blogs(hehe. thanks jingya and jieying! (((: )!

oh and yes! thanks 1B01 for the bday song!
thanks weiyi,sara,maychew,cindy and jieying for singing bday song on the phone to me which was damn loud that my sister can hear and i had to hold it away from my ear! hahaha!
very touched! thanks!!!! (((:

so all these really made my day which keeps me smiling all the time(i know i sound so idiotic like that hahahaha)

i feel blessed. seriously. omggggggg. first time in my 18 years of life so many ppl wished me can i want to die of happiness alr. HAHAHA -.-

and and it's also a lucky day cuz our 'class outing' was pizza hut in school as we had to use up our class funds(so it's FREE haha) and MOB tut from 3 to 5 was cancelled! and filbert who dont know at first say, wa, you think your bday very big, even tut cancelled for you. HAHAH. well, just lucky. hehe

pizza hut lunch was filled with laughter as i'm sitting with the guys and evelyn what do you think. and sitting with brian they all. DAMN THEY CAN REALLY EAT I AM SO JEALOUS OF WILSON WHO CAN GOBBLE DOWN 5 SLICES BUT STILL SO SKINNY. SAME FOR RAMBERT -.-
and playing the games are so fun our forfeit was eating the tobasco sauce wlao. but it's nothing to me since i have drank bloody mary before(REGRETTED ORDERING IT IT SUCKS HAHAHA.)

and also, another happy news early in the morning was that our IDEA presentation(under george teo hor!) was a successsss!!!! this time we manage to satisfy his high demands and he is able to EXPERIENCE the experience we are trying to bring across (((:
was so happy. seeing jay play guitar for the presentation and kept trying different songs(i requested for collide!) i'm so tempted to learn alr(i love guitar since last time) but need to buy a guitar for club practice! ):

k i think this post too long! pics pics!!!! (:

look at the cake! 3 big candles and 8 small candles! so funny i kept laughing cuz it represents 3-8 also! haha
well, if you dont know, monster wong is 30! and i'm 18! so they decided to combine it hahaha!

for now, i'm done. will upload pics in next post! this post is TOO LONG! haha! need to get down to work alr! CIAO!

2009-01-29T00:12:00.003+08:00

thanks jieying,peirong,yuhong,peizhen,lynn and blacky and HANDSOME OLD MONSTER MICHAEL WONG for being there, for the dinner, for the oreo cheesecake (iloveit), for the photos, for the fun, for the laughter. (((:

thanks for the pressie too. i alr knew you will be buying that book for me HEHE.
yes, i'm getting more brainy i know! =D hehe

photos will be up when i got them from jy and pr!

and and! i think we should go Manhattan Fish Market more often ! the food is nice! yum yum

lastly!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!! HAHAHA

2009-01-28T13:18:00.002+08:00

i seriously dont know what to do now. am rotting away when i should be home alr. damnnnn. rest got something on so left me and jay and i dont know what to do -.- sian la. it's only 2 credit points and we are like doing so much. wth.

i want to go homeeeeee.

2009-01-28T08:27:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna get kidnapped tonight. i can foresee. by those horrible women who are so horribly nice. HAHA

but the thing is. i got idea proj to rush today and i hope km doesnt give us any more fanciful ideas which will make us stay till late cuz i need to go home to put my lappy and to the library to return my booksssssss
))):

and most probably having sp trng tmr. it's my bird day lehhhhhhh

2009-01-24T22:50:00.005+08:00

OMGAWWWWDDDDDD
JAVA SUCKSSSSSSS
IT IS YOU THAT MAKE ME STAY UP IN SCHOOL TILL 940PM ON A WEEKEND THE WHOLE DAY AND 2 DAYS BEFORE NEW YEAR AND MAKE ALL OF US STRESSED UP DURING NEW YEAR -.-

i should get it out of my head and enjoy my new year man :D

anyw, fyi, the above picture is the start-up of the software to do our java programming. THAT, is, NETBEANS.

i'm so happy i agreed to go school to meet up with zijie they all to do first when evelyn still did not pick up my call 1 in the afternoon. haha that pig went out clubbing the previous night

and i'm so glad there's mr yifan there to help throughout the whole ORDEAL and i meant it
it's a bloody torture doing that stupid assignment
we are so damn pek cek that the other class got their teacher to help them through while we have to TRY ourselves. tian ah we are only beginners.

hahahaha. i feel good after ranting it all out and to my father who went to fetch me just now. (:

anyw, ytd went pr's house for dinner after shopping in orchard in the afternoon
her mum's homemade 五香is so nice ! though it's oily cuz it's deep fried but with that sweet sauce, you just forget about it being oily but want to eat more. hehe. sinful.

they also lo-hei which made the few of us feel very weird(we didnt know in the first place -.-) haha cuz her whole fanily was there. oops.
still, thanks so much for the warm hospitaliy and the nice 五香! (:

tmr finish up my dbms proj and then try continue the java. HAIXXXX. NEW YEAR EVE LEH.

hahaha

2009-01-22T21:31:00.002+08:00

*aaawww. chuck is moving back in with the van der woodsens! (((:*
i hope he and blaire will be fine soon

ok anyw, i went for a run at ard 730? i chose to start when the sun has set hahaha and by the time i'm halfway in the run, it's alr dark but it's so coooool. (((:
i think i'm starting to like the route maybe i will start running more and conquer that bloody steep slope. HAHA
as you know, i HATE long distance so it's a surprise that i'm even running now -.- heh

ok, that QUEEN(you know who you are) is going shopping tmr and she keep asking me to go when she alr got 2 escorts with her (maybe yuhong and lynn confirm one)

but i'm so so reluctant cuz i wont be getting money then go window shopping with the few of them is a torture cuz i'm like the guy waiting the girls to shop then doing nth but watch which is very sad cuz i have no atm too
):

i cant wait for new year over alr then get the money and stick a design on my laptop at queensway km is bringing me cuz i wanna put the liverpool one heh =D

2009-01-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

waiting to be sent in for baking! see the one with the dent one?! that one i make one! HEHEHE

my mum in action.

2009-01-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

exams schedule is out and my holiday is officially starting on the 24th of feb! last paper on 23rd will be java and i have at least 5 days to study after my math paper (:
i love my schedule now. what's more i only got 3 papers (((: hahaha

but the thing i'm worried now is JAVA assignment which is freaking stressing. my whole class is so stressed up by that cuz the bloody codes are so confusing. but that genius yifan and briany brian alr started on it today during DBMS lessons while i was playing typing games on facebook with zijie and evelyn they all -.-

see how jialat now. and i just read through the whole chapter on what mr ciak ciak taught today cuz i wasnt really paying attention even if i am, i was just copying blindly not knowing what's happening.

hahahaha

there goes my potential A for dbms. chiam. but still, i hope to do well for java overall, at least a B la. cuz i like it though it's difficult i dont know why. it's interesting laaaa.

i think filbert is a freak that his typing is 90wpm while hannah ng's 107! i wonder how they reach so high while up till now, my highest is only 54! HAHAHAA
go try the typing speed on facebook! it was damn funny while competing with zijie cuz he only uses 2 FINGERS to type. and when we finished the typing race, he was still so behind we kept laughing at him. hahaha

i'm going to play again before turning in. hehe addictive.

2009-01-18T17:19:00.004+08:00

just came back from Jurong library. met up with sheena to do some researching for IDEA proj which we are meeting up for tmr. hmm, think i will have to continue searching online for more photos and ideas for the designing of the mind's cafe. i feel like i'm doing an interior design proj now rather than beign a business IT student. hah

ytd was such a very very very sinful day cuz it's my big fanily reunion dinner although i went gym in the morning with peirong but i think the effort still went down the drain. haha
cousin learnt how to make this esp nice dessert from a recipe online and i simply cant resist it! cuz it contains alcohol! wlao. it's bloody nice laaaa
after the steamboat dinner gotta return straight home cuz bro's new queen size bed came.

and one more thing why it's such a sinful day. yvonne bought back a carls' junior DOUBLE DOUBLE BURGER instead of fries when she only paid 4 bucks! thus when i lifted the carrier i was wondering how can a bloody fries weigh so heavy then later we realised she took the wrong order but we zhuan dao cuz it's a DAMN DOUBLE DOUBLE which had 4 pieces of meat leh!
hahaha
'HELPED' my bro ate a quarter of it while he ate half! that's scary i swear it's big and thick and heavy. hahaha

k la. gotta go do moi research alr. IDEA presentation next week, mob report due on tues, dbms proj due on 30th which i have completed alr, lastly java proj by end of sem. our java teacher rocks man. we were supposed to submit it by feb1 which is like the chinese new year week but in the end she changed it to end of sem. we were damn happy cuz there's no need to rush alr! (:

2009-01-15T16:46:00.004+08:00

having mob tutorial nowwww. it's damn funny. while zijie's group is presenting, everyone just spam them on msn which is damn irritating. HAHAHA

i'm meeting yh,blacky and pr at westmall sooooon (: yh is treating us i wonder what.. hmmm. i just knew she got an A1 for humanities! that's damn smart! good one! (:

i'm craving for subway cookies esp oatmeal raisins should i buyyyyyy!?!?!?

2009-01-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

SP's last match.
mingshi, manling, yvonne and XIAOPING's(hopefully she graduates. dont say we never wish you well k ha) last match

against SIM. won 64-57 i think?! forgot.
i just knew i did what i love most and always never fail to do so something on court. and that's CAMP IN AN AREA FOR VERY LONG. hahahaha
even jy who went to watch after that told me. HAHA
but performance was so embarassing, i was called for travelling countless times i dont know why i think i got shaky legs ytd damnnnnn
was damn embarassed with myself and i couldnt score at all. and i got 3 fouls in the first quarter and a fourth one in second quarter. coach still gan gan put me down in the third quarter can. i was so scared i will foul out that even when the no11 got the ball, i never go and 'slap' her. HAHA

oh oh and! i think she very angry with me i was so SCARED on court when she stared at me when i accidentally step onto her while i was backstepping and i just gong gong look at her in the eye. OOPS
so fierce and she purposely slap me in the chest when coach called for time-out la. i was like 'WTH!'

i know i very nice to bully. lucky i dont easily flare up on court. HAHA -.-

took a lot of team photos our team love it so much i think they took photos for half an hour, click click here click click there.

and thanks jieying,yuhong,yunye and weiquan who were down to watch the match.

trng resume on 29 which is MY BIRTHDAY ): and liling's gonna take us instead of guicai as he will be busy with a'div. one trng per week and too bad, me and pr wont be going to hk for games tour. EXPENSIVE LA.
if thailand i confirm will go. wont miss out on going back to thai (:

2009-01-13T12:13:00.002+08:00

omgggg. i think my eyebags just got WORSE cuz i put mascara !!! thanks to ly laaaaaaa ! KAO
HAHA

played with evelyn's mascara while zijie had fun rummaging through her bag and ly helped him put mascara on both sides now he's trying hard to remove it but his eyelashes only came out, worse. hahahaha

i find Four Leave's sandwiches very nice! yum yum. (:

this sat having an early reunion dinner at my uncle's house which means i can eat a lot alr! hehe
been controlling my diet for the past week and it's a success. woah.
can you believe it. lee xinyu on diet please. after so many years. hahaha

my W580 phone just failed me again ytd after fixing it's buttons last week! damn sad can. accidentally dropped it on the floor ytd morning. and i only realised i cant sms in the afternoon when i wanted to reply jy's msg. the buttons spoiled. how sian

break till 1, then last lesson till 4. last match of the day and i will see mr handsome michael wong -.- and jy will be down to support us later. haha

16 more days! to moi out-of-the-womb-day
HAHAHA

2009-01-11T19:00:00.008+08:00

i'm so happy i'm ranting about someone to koh peizhen now. hahaha. OI, secret, dont tell anyone k. hehe

jieying is back from taiwan! went plaza with pr to meet her and lynn then yh came after that. me and pr were stunned when we saw yh came, coz she ran from yewtee to plaza o.o i was so shocked i keep laughing and pr just stunned there hahaha

i need to go do my dbms qns now. it's supposed to be submitted a few days ago i think but i have been very lazy to do though there's only one qns. hehe

one last match against SIM on tuesday.

i just read through the document for java project. shitzxz
i'm dead meat. it's quite difficult. i'm so dead. it's 25% overall for it!!!!! wth....but on the other hand, it's interesting and challenging. hahah
think it's gonna give me a bit of headache soon. ))):

airport.

2009-01-10T16:04:00.007+08:00

they are trying their best to act-lians -.-

she's the guide for the night. with the toilet brush. HA

cindy! it's been so long! (((:

i told you i'm like the one going overseas instead of that woman -.-

And I pray at night that our paths will soon cross
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts
in my memory

aye open house!

2009-01-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

lunch time break from 1 to 3 was the best timing, at least for today. hahaha

managed to catch fiona xie, adrian pang and a few cast from Channel5 in audi. today was the first day of open house for SP so zijie,evelyn and me went to check it out.

aiyo, our DBIT booth cmi, i think the food technology, aeronautical, gaming courses, their booths are so much more interesting!

i didnt know at first fiona xie would be coming down to SP till evelyn told me! so i got so all egg-cited and wanted to see them! haha!
dunearn sec4 was down and i saw mr tan too, chatted with him for a while. of course, saw my cute juniors also uh.

we got the FIRST ROW SEATS! cuz of zijie's malay friends who were so... i should say, thrilled and egg-cited over fiona xie -.- they were so high can.
2 of zijie's friends were damn funny they went up the stage when they want ppl to answer their qns. and both of them took photos with the cast. hahaha
it was damn funny la.

match against NP tmr! i didnt go for a run hahaha. expected la! i dozed off on the sofa while reading storybook -.- jia lat.

way way too off

2009-01-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

played with my injury just now. it didnt get worse, luckily.

performance sucks to the max. how many penetrations and none got in?!
countless
it was so bad i dont know to blame the basket(which is so short, what standard is that) or is it just me
i suppose i should just admit that it's myself
like i said, it's been so long since i really got a proper trng. seriously, way off.

NUS got a lot of outside shots, and our percentage is so low except for mingshi obviously.
like she scored almost half the points and when she stop scoring, the score just got stuck there
i got a lot of chances but just didnt finish well. grrrrrrr. frustrating

going for a run at gym tmr cuz i know once i got back home, i wont go out and run alr. hahaha

i saw that gay and tina and serene (whom i have not seen for so long and gay is still as gay with that tied up fringe of hers -.-) i'm so surprised serene actually smile at me and pat me after the game. hahaha

i need to go do tutorial and read my newspapers alr. i'm a nerd. i need to get all A's this sem to show my cousin. my gawdddddd
trying to make possible the quite impossible.

btw, got news from black, np won nyp just now. omg.
stressed out now. now my concern is tina on friday.

keep going on.

2009-01-06T12:58:00.002+08:00

first match aginast NYP ytd at NTU ground. lost by 3 points. this is the very first time i cheered so loud and so much for SP team. it was damn egg-citing during the last 5min i tell you. when we managed to draw with them when jinghui scored that crucial underbasket, we all jumped up on our feet la! even coach was "YES!"

but sadly, we still lost by 3 points. it's alright guys. at least from the last time i saw you all play polite, it's way better (((:

but jinghui injured her head when she banged on the ground, that room-mate of mine bloody violent can. SZEYING UH! getting more and more violent. HAHAHAHA

i still dont think i can play tmr but... argh
jia lat leh my finger. still like a sausage and i cant bend it or exert force. sian

k. class gonna start soon. anyw, for my mid semestral test result, got A for math, mob and java! only dbms got B. nvm. will try harder! (:

i'm now looking through phones, comparing sansung and sony ericsson ones. want the blackyberry bold but too ex laaa. hahaha. i dont need such a good phone either. soo....

k. ciao!

Something right. And that's you, my women.

2009-01-04T21:16:00.003+08:00

a late x'mas dinner and exchanging of presents at airport in the night.
dinner at botak jones in the evening. fish&chips was yummy-licking good (:

then down to airport where jy was alr there waiting for us as she left after dinner for home to take her lugguage then her dad drove her down to meet us.

we went Mac for our x'mas gifts xchange and it was pure fun and TOUCHING(for me la. thanks luh CJY for that uber specially long letter (:)

when it came to the part where we were supposed to guess who's our angels were, no one chose me! so pz chose me and pr die die also choose blacky (DAMN)
the funny part came, when it's blacky's and my turn to give our mortal, i came up with that plan to sabo the 2 women.

that 2 women were happily going to accept their angel's presents, my hands with present going towards pz and blacky to pr's, but when it's just nearing their tips, WE SWITCHED DIRECTIONS

HAHAHA
and pr screamed at us! ppl in the mac near us turned their attention towards us (& can you imagine it's 11pm alr, not many ppl there)

it was damn funny and after pr opened her presents from me, she STILL CANT BELIEVE I'M HER ANGEL. ):

well, last year('07), she was my angel. this year too. and coincidentally, we are both each other's angels (for 2008)

see, I TOLD YOU RIGHT FROM THE START I'M ANGEL ALR! =P

so after the gifts xchanging part, we went starbucks and slack the rest of the night away (((:

we played we talked we eat we drank
just what i wanted. time passed very fast while we were playing and talking away

0530 came and we proceeded to T3 as HC taking off from there boarding SIA. lucky kids. haha

but i seemed like the one going taiwan instead of jy, i helped her push the trolley, lined up to check in bla bla. HOW I WISH I CAN GO. hahahaha

those few women couldnt tahan anymore their eyes were 3/4 closed soon so we left JY there with her team. the bus trip home was sleep sleep and music with my angel-mortal.

2009-01-03T00:01:00.004+08:00

back into the old songs.

this video of theirs which is so effing old alr, hit 2 million plus viewers. it's nothing special, it's just a simple normal 90's pop song when they are so hot, they still am though. wow. seriously, i love the songs by BB and westlife. i have been listening to their songs since i'm in.... P3?! haha

this vid was quite long ago. they had changed so much since they came back with their new album in 2007. kevin left, AJ looked much older due to his drug habits and hairy(his facial hair. haha!) and howie looks more handsome. oh and nick is much more mature. HAHAHA

listening to some of their remix of their songs which i have never heard before. omgawdddd. niceee.

just like any other day

2009-01-02T23:14:00.003+08:00

i'll just be there to play my game.

it's just a ball. it's just a game.
no need for it to be so complicated and difficult.

no politics. no disharmony.
i grew up in this kinda team.

omgggg. i am so looking.forward.to.tmr (((:

botak jones for dinner then overnight at airport with my women and lappy. hahaha

i miss taiwan. i wanna be a free soul. if i can choose my next life of where i was to be born and who i am to be,i will choose to be a free person, living the pace of life i prefer, playing THE GAME i love.

2009-01-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

that yanjun tried to snap a shot of me smiling in front of my laptop for no reason during math lesson but luckily i noticed. or else i would have looked stupid. HAHA

went to see sinseh in the evening over my pathetic fourth finger and i was groaning in pain(and crying damn) when he was tui-na-ing. wlao. PAIN OK!

i cant train on sat and most prob cannot play the first match against NYP. jialat. i seriously am so unlucky.

how how....

2009 (:

2009-01-01T15:38:00.003+08:00

i spent half my new year's day sleeping away. (woke up just 1 hour ago)
stayed up till the wee hours in the morning watching shows on ChannelU (:

ytd was damnnnnn tiring day for me, what with my injury of my meterasal acting up again and my poor little finger(haha) swollen like a sausage which makes me feel so uncomfortable, walking ard orchard with the 4 women who CAN REALLY SHOP and the ability to, cuz i got no cash and no atm, so i could only watch and wait in Isetan for like one hour plus, then inside FOX for another 1 hour. sibei li hai i tell you. what's more they spent that long time in Isetan choosing brasssss. HAHAHAH
me am not interested in such sexy colourful ones, so i could only watch and wait. OOPSSSS

I STRONGLY BELIEVE GOH PEIRONG IS MY 天使下凡

HAPPY?! HAHAHAHA

and you should believe that i'm your 天使 too (((:

i hope 2009 will be a better year. for me and for all of us.

i seriously want to stop injuring myself as if i have a million dollars to give sinseh each time i injure and see him, like it's free -.-
so that calls for smart playing on court and know how to protect myself to prevent from injuring unnecessarily.

i hope i wont lose the interest to want to learn a foreign language so i will go check out how french,spanish, jap is like before plunging myself into the pit when second year starts.

oh and most imptly, I MUST GET INTO E-BUSINESS MANAGEMENT and not E-BT.

the list goes on but no point listing everything out. i myself know what i want, that's enough.

I just wanna take a little breather

2008-12-30T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hinder - Without You

i just realized i have over 2000 plus songs?! omg. hahaha
o.o shocked.

introducing a new song from Hinder's new album, Take It to the limit. this is nice. its being played on 987fm recently.

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something's changed
You've been acting so strange
And it's taking it's toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I'm seein myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd sayI'm fine
Without you

Called you up cause' it's been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Rhythm Divine

2008-12-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

~before leaving for taiwan at airport's starbucks~

omggggg
i'm so hyped up now cuz i saw S.H.E 's new MV of 安静了 and Ethan Ruan(the guy who acted in 綠光森林，owen) kissed SELENA, i'm so jealoussssssssssssssss!!!!!
HUMPH!

anyw,i'm gonna chiong his dramas alr! found 2, 'fated to love you' which i think will be funny, and 'Summer X Summer' which i think is a stupid and lame and funny show. but i dont care! got him can alr! HAHAHA

-.-

i know you must be giving me that look.

well well. and there's going to be KOREAN VERSION of HANA YORI DANGO (花样男孩) airing on Jan 9. am not anticipating it la. i saw the 4 actors, the korean version hanazawa rui IS NOT HANDSOME AND CUTE AT ALL unlike OGURI SHUN!!!
aaawwww
so i dont think i will be watching la. hahaha

i got that 2 taiwanese shows to chiong! (((:

school start alr. and here i am, still want to watch dramas online. CMI.
anyw, we haven get back results yet. very egg-cited sia. =.=

k. gtg sooooon. well, i'm having school, not like SOME PEOPLE. and TRNG TMR!
i dont know why but i'm looking forward sia... (JINGYA, NOT BECAUSE OF YOU OK, DONT THICK SKINNED)
i think it's bacause i have the urge to play and train (: it's good isnt it? so long since i have trng except for the hornets one.